Morning Coffee Thoughts.

This morning I awoke to the sound of the gentle taps of rain against the window, a welcome change from the tyranny of dust that has plagued my environs for some time. It was peaceful and quiet, and the morning routine lead me out first to my gallery to see the sight of the clouds caressing the opposing hill of the valley, soothing where the brush fires had left naked ground, and hopefully putting out the last embers of them.

Of course, I expect the lights on the hill to go up further this year. Brush fires clearing land has a tendency to grow humans as well as vegetation, and concrete lasts longer than greenery.

This is normally when I would catch up on stuff on Facebook, but I’ve recently given up on that fruitless enterprise. Instead, I got some coffee, sitting and reading the New York Times digital edition on my phone. I’d hit the local news later, but the state of newsrooms in Trinidad and Tobago leaves much to be desired and even though I don’t ask for them, people send out PDF copies of newspapers on WhatsApp all the time. I’m not sure how they get those PDFs, I’m not sure why they share them. Maybe part of the problem with Trinidad and Tobago news is just that – lack of sales. I could do a critique of local news. I think it’s wiser these days not to.

Poor Nations Are Writing a New Handbook for Getting Rich” caught my eye in the New York Times. It was well written and highlighted problems some nations have, but what I also noticed is that these sorts of articles skip over the Caribbean as if there is a blackout curtain over the islands. This article was no different. I thought for a moment to reach out to the author, Patricia Cohen, but I knew the answer already. I know most of the problems with writing such an article already. CARICOM members never seem to work for the common good because there’s not much common about CARICOM. More than the Caribbean Sea divides the member states.

I headed in with my coffee to the newly redesigned writing area, the rain having now restarted and tapping against the window like popcorn in a microwave. Cleaning the outside of that window is impossible, so dust from the dry and recent works on the hill outside have deposited enough dust on it that eventually I’ll take it out and look for diamonds.

Rain trickles down the small panes now, rinsing the looser dust off. The heat later will cake the remaining dust on. It’s a nice sort of mental camera obscura, allowing me to look up and to the right as I type, watching the sky and trees through a dirty lens, a reminder that all that we see is through a lens.

It’s time to read up a few more things, and to go outside and survey the rain occasionally as it washes the dust from the world outside, this steady and insistent rain. This is much needed rain, rinsing the world, reviving grasses and trees that have been starving for moisture.

It will be a good day for writing, I think. Where most people dream of sunshine, I dream of rain.

More Writing Ambience.

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I posted some writing ambience before, and today I’ll add to it after going through some stuff.

It honestly helps keep me on track. Maybe it’s the slight motion in the images on the television while I’m writing, maybe it’s the non-invasive sound…

Most likely it’s both. What I do sometimes is put it on a loop, too.

Now and then YouTube will do the, “Are you still watching?” query, which is mildly annoying, but it doesn’t seem to happen as much when it’s on a loop.

Honestly, it may be worth just downloading stuff like this to me.

Anyway, today, after posting about Teravibe, this one is Autumn Cozy who has quite a selection.

Two of my favorites are:

The Cozy Reading Nook

Honestly, I sometimes take a nap to that one too – nice white noise. Rain, I find relaxing.

Well, who doesn’t like a magical forest?

As I find more related to stuff I find helpful for writing ambience, I’ll make future posts. I still explore, and while I like the Space stuff sometimes, I also find it a bit distracting as well.

The Rains of Cultural Change

Rain of numbersThe rains have come.

In the tropical island calendar, the rains mark ‘Wet Season’ – a time of traffic, accidents and water-filled potholes ranging in size and depth up to Olympic size swimming pool. A time of umbrellas, of inconveniently wet feet, and of replacing windshield wipers.

It was not always so. In Trinidad and Tobago, corporate attire so many attempt to use to forget the agrarian roots is something I often view as a pretentious veil. I did not grow up in an agricultural environment, despite my roots, despite the roots of anyone of East Indian or African descent in this country. I grew up in the “fix things” sector where weather meant either you worked dry or wet – but you worked.

The planet is 71% water. If you’re afraid of getting wet, it’s safe to assume you’re on the wrong planet.

Now, though, the rains mark the end of one part of my agricultural project and the beginning of another. There’s little in project management literature that talks about, “when it begins to rain”, but there should be.

It has been a race. Clearing bush,  getting land brush-cut and plowed, clearing as much of the hill as I could and making my space on my land. Having the pond dug, then dealing with a suicidal hog plum tree. Getting the hill graded and moving stones. Finding things to plant from wherever I could find them and planting them.

The rain is soaking in. There will be some more things planted when the sun dries the top layers a bit. It makes no sense wandering through the field with five pounds of mud on each boot while sliding down the hill. I do not enjoy doing laundry that much.

Now comes the maintenance – keeping the crops in good health. Cutting grass. Spraying when absolutely necessary. The molding of trees, trees that I am happy to say I have planted more of than I have cut down. Before the land fasted, now the land is to be nourished so as to grow things.

Cassava. Eddoes. Corn. Peas. Sweet potato. And the longer term trees – where I plant at least one for each tree I have taken down, the stumps a memorial to that. Each tree I plant, I remove a stump, and so I keep track.

No one says I have to. I simply know I should.

Meanwhile, I visit places where people drive cars that they can barely afford, attempting to convince each other and themselves on how well they are doing, how successful they are. The latest fashions parade like price tags, the smiles gleam too white – unnaturally white – and all the while, they see the rain as a problem. An inconvenience.

Only a few have followed the business side far enough through to understand the importance of the rain – how it affects the crops, the food – how that in turn affects pricing, how that in turn affects the purchasing power of a currency, how that in turn allows for more disposable income to buy things.

It also means things that have not been maintained may flood. It means that the plastic bottles that Trinidad and Tobago so loves in drains present a problem, and while work has been done to clear them, it’s a matter of finding out the hard way. Unfortunately, flooded fields mean less to people than flooded parts of Port of Spain, where the imported goods sector will weep because of lack of foot traffic, etc. People forget where the food comes from.

The food comes partly from the rain – not the plastic bottles woven into the drains, discarded by humans who then complain about the effects of their presence. The food sustains the society.

Our agrarian ancestors understood those things. They kept drains clear. They did not throw things on the ground that would end up in drains. They had the cultural capital to understand poor habits in society can create great obstacles. They knew about these things.

Somewhere, that cultural capital seems to have divested itself. To progress? It would seem not.

That capital still exists, but it is being sold for a chance to act like an inconvenienced overseer on a plantation of plastics. Look at how many have jumped at this opportunity.

Perhaps they should be reaping what they sew; and yet, we all seem to have reaped what they sew.

Rainy Day

Monk in Rain

Getting up in the morning, rolling out of bed, finding everything to head out to the beach to take some morning photos… you can hear the rain slap the metal outside like a drummer with bad rhythm.

You go anyway.

Sometimes braving the rain gives you some great contrast shots – sometimes it gives you the muted colors of a sunrise through clouds and an empty beach, with no stray humans running into your frame, drawn as if moths to light. Sometimes you get the best shots this way, by going when no one else will.

And sometimes, like this morning, it’s just haze grey at the beach with the spray from the waves merged perfectly with the grey clouds – a harmony of monochrome that lacks any frame of reference.

Sometimes, it’s just a rainy day.

That’s more life than most people understand.

Some of us dare to get up every morning and go look.